2005-08-23

Two Boxes of Lovers

She opened the box, a secret box.
He closed the box, a secret box she made.

Let it burns, let it buried.
Since he has been gone.

 "Scoop your eyes out,
 you can see nothing but my mournful eyes.
 Crack you over the face,
 you can realize what bruises really are.
 Destroy your ears,
 you can hear nothing but laments of cruel reality.
 Slice your throat, mute your voice,
 you can't sing this requiem anymore."

Close the door of her heart,
She hates nobody but...?

 "Watch my eyes
 Hold me tight
 I'll kill you tonight
 so we can strap together forever
 though we're not alive."

2005-08-20

I'm your Smoke

am I a piece in your eyes?
can you see me?

like the smoke in the air.
I struggled against pains, then twist and lost myself,
but I know it will disappear in the end just like smoke.


bye bye bye bye bye bye
bye bye bye bye bye bye

the never-ending good bye

2005-08-10

甜蜜謊言


相較於暴露在真實陽光下的灼熱刺痛
躲藏在甜蜜謊言下的黑影
虛偽、短暫和平
便成了至高無上的祝福

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