2008-01-18

I wish


there's so much words and feelings i'd like to express
i hope i can tell
the life is always changed
by you, by me or by the whole world

I can hardly breathe with all this pressure on me
even if we traveled everywhere;
even if we have learned a lot
the universe is still unreachable
when can i reach my goal? my future? my heart?
i hope i can tell

it would be wonderful if i can own the glory
having a brand new life, new vision and upper

once i made a dicision
i should get over it

but what if I lost it?

有問題的是我自己

有問題的其實是我自己 大概心理有病吧 今天看到了T在追蹤了「美女美容事情💅【ビジョビ】」這個帳號 總而言之就是一堆美女圖的IG,覺得很不爽 然後開始看自己的照片,開始看鏡子, 開始比較自己跟那些修圖修的過度的網美照片 這種感覺就跟14年前時告白被拒絕那時候一樣 ...