2018-06-26

Winter holiday

Finally, I've done all the exams and winter holiday has begun.
I was really sick these days, having an allergy, having my nose blocked, feeling drowsy and so on.
Kind of depressed as well. Hate being like this.
I'm really sorry for being emotional sometimes. I'm just too sensitive.

The thing is that even if so, I cannot change anything or anyone.
This is my problem, I wanna get through this.
Should try to let things go and trust the world so that I will be happier.

Btw, I've been training and fasting these days. My weight reached 48kg and my BF is 17.8%.
I was 56 kg and my body fat was 36% last year. This must be the fittest period in my life.

I tried 16/8 fasting from last month, which means you can only eat in 8 hours out of one day.
At the same time, I have to quit consuming sugar and lessen carbo intake.
This is really hard, I mean, I'm totally fine with low carbo but I love sugar.

有問題的是我自己

有問題的其實是我自己 大概心理有病吧 今天看到了T在追蹤了「美女美容事情💅【ビジョビ】」這個帳號 總而言之就是一堆美女圖的IG,覺得很不爽 然後開始看自己的照片,開始看鏡子, 開始比較自己跟那些修圖修的過度的網美照片 這種感覺就跟14年前時告白被拒絕那時候一樣 ...